Dying Inside - Suicide

Dee, Let Me Clear My Throat

There can come a time in your life that you find yourself looking at a face of someone you don't even know, a stranger if you will. All to discover that the face is actually your own. The person you see now is covered in tear stains and an overwhelming amount of altitude weighed down from the magnitude of hopelessness, solitude, worthlessness, abandonment, no reason to live anymore, the emotions go on and on. How did you get here? Will you even be able to answer that questionable feeling? Will anybody hear the screams that you never release? Will you be the one that recognizes your reflection as someone at your loved one's funeral, blaming yourself for not "seeing something" Or asking yourself "Why didn't they reach out or come to me? I would have helped them; I would have listened to them. Heartbreakingly, it is NOT so easy to see past certain levels that one has never experienced head on before or maybe hasn't been able to get passed their prejudgment on someone taking their own life. In this episode, i will discuss being on all ends of this. I will open up on my own personal stories, as well as those I have come into contact with or paths that have crossed mine. Suicide is NO joke! Please DO NOT JUDGE WHAT YOU CANNOT RELATE TO! Don't be THAT person. Join me in this podcast, as well as my others. I also have YouTube Channel @deeletmeclearmythroat. Please feel free to like and/or subscribe. 988 IS THE SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE. My heart goes out to anybody that feels no other options. Please DON'T GIVE UP!! I didn't want to die; I just wanted the pain to stop!